Music, Poetry, and Everything about me
Saturday, August 17, 2013
Monday, February 13, 2012
Monica Bianca Tamayao
Things you should do before reading:
1. (Play) Kyla - I Don't Want You To Go
2. Read silently and slowly
Masarap magmahal
kahit alam mong sa bandang huli ay masasaktan ka lang...
Magbabakasakaling
siya na yung taong makakatuluyan...
Aasang hindi ka niya
kayang iwan...
Eto ay isang kwento
ng dalawang taong nagawang baguhin ang kanilang sarili para lamang
maging katanggap tanggap sa mata ng magulang ng kanilang minamahal...
Ako si Michael...
Mabait,
Maunawain,
Tahimik,
At mahiyain...
Siya naman si
Monique...
Gustong magrebelde,
Mainitin ang ulo,
Matampuhin,
At durog ang puso...
Nagkasama kami isang
gabi...
Nagkakilala at
nag-usap ng personalan...
Simula noon...
Nagtetexan na kami
tuwing gabi...
Nagkagandahan ng
pakikitungo,
At NAGKAHULUGAN NG
LOOB...
MAHAL NA MAHAL NA
NILA ANG ISA'T ISA AT SINASABI NILA ANG KANILANG NADARAMA...
“Mahal na mahal
kita Star, sana tayo na talaga.” :)
“Mahal na mahal
din kita Star, darating din tayo diyan. Bata pa tayo.” :)
Linggo linggo silang
magkasama..
Nagkwekwenuhan..
Naglalambingan..
Nagkukulitan..
Nagbago na rin ang
ugali nilang pareho...
“Nagrereview
ako star.” :) “Para sa'yo to.”
“Marunong na
akong makipagbiruan sa mga classmates ko.
Salamat at binago
mo ako...” ILYSM M.B.M.T. :)
Ngunit wala pala
talagang perpektong relasyon...
Sapagkat hindi naman
pare-pareho ang araw...
Dumating sila sa
puntong nagkakalabuan...
“Hindi ako
pwede ngayon Star. Sorry.” :(
“Oh sige, pero
next week bawi ka ha.” ILY :)
“Opo. ILYT.”
:)
Hanggang sa paulit
ulit na lang ang rason ng hindi pagkikita...
“Sabi mo nun
pupunta ka, naghintay ako...
Hindi ka naman
nagpunta...
Inintindi kita...
Tapos ngayon
sasabihin mong hindi nanaman pwede.” :(
“Sorry na
Star...
Babawi ako pag
may time...” :(
Nagumpisang maging
mainitin ang ulo ni Michael...
At nagsisimula na
ring umayaw si Monique...
“Hindi talaga
ako pwede ngayon Star...
SORRY TALAGA...
:(
AYAW AKO PAYAGAN
NI DADI LUMABAS...”
“Nanaman...
LAGI NALANG...” (TRASHTALK) (SADFACE) (SOBBING)
:(
Yun na pla yung
huling araw na magtetexan ang dalawa...
Simula nun...
Hindi na nagparamdam
si Monique...
“Sana hindi ako
naging masyadong demanding...
Sana nalaman kong
nasasakal ko na siya...
Sana naramdaman
ko yung paglayo niya dahil din sakin...” :(
(SOB)
Hindi matanggap ni
Michael ang pagkawala ni Monique...
Gabi-gabi siyang
nalalasing at nagwawala...
Nanggagago...
Nanggugulo...
Ilang buwan din ang
lumipas bago tuluyang nakamove-on si Michael...
“Natutuwa akong
nakakaya ko nang bumalik sa dating ako...
Better pa ksi
hindi na ako masyadong nahihiya sa mga classmates ko...
Weee...” :D
Ngunit dumarating pa
rin yung gabing uuwi siyang lasing...
Magkukulong sa
kwarto habang umiiyak... :(
…
Matapos ang limang
buwan...
…
“Nag-aaral ako
ngayon para saking sarili. (Malapit na akong magtapos. Sana proud ka
sakin.)
Tsaka na lang
ulit ako magmamahal...”
(UMAASA PA RING
BABALIKAN SIYA NG TAONG MINAHAL NIYA NG BUONG PUSO)
:(
THE END...
Goal In Life
Every individual have their own
ambition in life, everybody wants to be succesful person in their
chosen careers. Some people wants to be a famous person today, while
some wants to be rich. There are some people who dreams to become
succesful in their fields, and I am one of those people who dreams.
We have a lot of ambition during
childhood days but changes when we realize what we really wanted in
life.
Now, as days have passed by I realized
that achieving these goals in life is not that easy, because there
are a lot of trials to face, and obstacles to defeat in order to
achive those goals.
It is a human nature to have obstacles
before reaching those goals of ours. We have to suffer first and upon
every experience we gather, we are unconsciuosly indoctrinating
ourselves. And then we also meet the reality that if we really wanted
some development in life we have to take the risk first.
In every steps we take, in every
decision we make in any aspect of life we are also unconsciuosly
making our own path; by choosing what we really wanted.
Whenever I see a family I felt so
motivated to finish my studies. I could tell myself that all it takes
for a good future are those things that we have to finish first, so
our future would look bright.
The goal I ever wanted to achieve was
to finish my studies so I could raise my own family.
I became so futuristic whenever I think
of those days that I was with the only girl in my life. Time could
change everything but I still have to believe that she's the girl for
me. All I ever wanted was to end up happy with her. She's all that
matters to me, excluding My Family And God.
Analiza Malano, for all the
people who don't know her. She's the embodiment of love here in my
heart.
Melancholia (Unreleased)
Melancholia
By:
Michael Vincent Cabaddu
(Unsigned/Unreleased)
G-Gsus-Em/G-C9
G-F
I'm
still awake, it's already late in the evening
I'm
out of my mind taking a heavy dose of breathing.
Thinking
about the days we've been together,
And
all of those memories we shared to each other.
You
know how much I appreciate you,
You
know how much I care for you,
You
know how much I needed you.
I
LOVE YOU
I've
been through all of these aches before,
But
its different from what you have done to me.
And
so I thought of dying,
But
I keep on fighting this kind of feeling.
You
know how much I appreciate you,
You
know how much I care for you,
You
know how much I needed you.
I
LOVE YOU
So
I decided not to crave for more,
But
you're always here in my mind
(I
can't get you out of my mind)
I
am going to wait for you
(even
if there's someone else inside of you)
You
know I'm always here waiting for you,
So
please would you say you love me too?
…
..
.
Birthday Jean Marie Tallod
Treasure were those time I was with
you,
Yet, the only time I knew you.
Short but I have known a lot from your
stories,
We then consider those as memories.
Everything were not just a dream,
Cause they were brighter than my life's
dark days.
You were my life, my world revolved
around yours.
And so I complied when you command.
Now I'm looking back to those days we
were together,
I just can't get rid of those times I
felt that way.
Talking were just enough for me,
Cause I know that you won't be able to
like me,
But would you bear this into your mind,
please?
No matter what happen “I
will always be your friend”.
These words are
promise Miss Jean Marie Gonzalvo Tallod
or whatever you
want people to call you.
Happy Birthday...
Be happy and stay
the same, that's all I ask of you.
Miss Jean Marie Tallod
I remember those days we were together,
It was like the sun shines brighter.
All we know was to freshen up our
minds,
And forget about those memories we
considered unkind.
For the short time I was with you,
I felt like it was a year hanging out
with you.
To be with you everyday is so
imposible,
but if I wont do it, my life will
become miserable.
The way you treat me?
I never felt that way before.
You were so good to me,
And I am hoping for more.
So I started to like you,
And at night I really think about you.
I forgot about our limit,
And I couldn't help but to admit it...
I had told you enough about my life,
That I wont be me if I lost you.
I hope we'll end up married soon,
For I was born to meet and take care of
you.
You are all that matters to me,
you are my life, my destiny, my
everything, and my forever.
Birthday Jean Marie Gonzalvo Tallod
A year have just pass by,
But our shared memories still last,
My faith in you shall continue,
As we grow old I would be still here for you.
Years might give us changes,
But can we promise that it would just be our ages?
It's always possible to keep this friendship,
All we have to do is to remain in this kind of relationship...
A year older you are now,
You'll still be beautiful then,
Bless that beautiful heart,
And all the things you possess.
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