Monica Bianca Tamayao

Things you should do before reading:

1. (Play) Kyla - I Don't Want You To Go

2. Read silently and slowly

Masarap magmahal kahit alam mong sa bandang huli ay masasaktan ka lang...

Magbabakasakaling siya na yung taong makakatuluyan...

Aasang hindi ka niya kayang iwan...

Eto ay isang kwento ng dalawang taong nagawang baguhin ang kanilang sarili para lamang maging katanggap tanggap sa mata ng magulang ng kanilang minamahal...

Ako si Michael...

Mabait,

Maunawain,

Tahimik,

At mahiyain...

Siya naman si Monique...

Gustong magrebelde,

Mainitin ang ulo,

Matampuhin,

At durog ang puso...

Nagkasama kami isang gabi...

Nagkakilala at nag-usap ng personalan...

Simula noon...

Nagtetexan na kami tuwing gabi...

Nagkagandahan ng pakikitungo,

At NAGKAHULUGAN NG LOOB...

MAHAL NA MAHAL NA NILA ANG ISA'T ISA AT SINASABI NILA ANG KANILANG NADARAMA...

“Mahal na mahal kita Star, sana tayo na talaga.” :)

“Mahal na mahal din kita Star, darating din tayo diyan. Bata pa tayo.” :)

Linggo linggo silang magkasama..

Nagkwekwenuhan..

Naglalambingan..

Nagkukulitan..

Nagbago na rin ang ugali nilang pareho...

“Nagrereview ako star.” :) “Para sa'yo to.”

“Marunong na akong makipagbiruan sa mga classmates ko.

Salamat at binago mo ako...” ILYSM M.B.M.T. :)

Ngunit wala pala talagang perpektong relasyon...

Sapagkat hindi naman pare-pareho ang araw...

Dumating sila sa puntong nagkakalabuan...

“Hindi ako pwede ngayon Star. Sorry.” :(

“Oh sige, pero next week bawi ka ha.” ILY :)

“Opo. ILYT.” :)

Hanggang sa paulit ulit na lang ang rason ng hindi pagkikita...

“Sabi mo nun pupunta ka, naghintay ako...

Hindi ka naman nagpunta...

Inintindi kita...

Tapos ngayon sasabihin mong hindi nanaman pwede.” :(

“Sorry na Star...

Babawi ako pag may time...” :(

Nagumpisang maging mainitin ang ulo ni Michael...

At nagsisimula na ring umayaw si Monique...

“Hindi talaga ako pwede ngayon Star...

SORRY TALAGA... :(

AYAW AKO PAYAGAN NI DADI LUMABAS...”

“Nanaman... LAGI NALANG...” (TRASHTALK) (SADFACE) (SOBBING)

:(

Yun na pla yung huling araw na magtetexan ang dalawa...

Simula nun...

Hindi na nagparamdam si Monique...

“Sana hindi ako naging masyadong demanding...

Sana nalaman kong nasasakal ko na siya...

Sana naramdaman ko yung paglayo niya dahil din sakin...” :(

(SOB)

Hindi matanggap ni Michael ang pagkawala ni Monique...

Gabi-gabi siyang nalalasing at nagwawala...

Nanggagago...

Nanggugulo...

Ilang buwan din ang lumipas bago tuluyang nakamove-on si Michael...

“Natutuwa akong nakakaya ko nang bumalik sa dating ako...

Better pa ksi hindi na ako masyadong nahihiya sa mga classmates ko...

Weee...” :D

Ngunit dumarating pa rin yung gabing uuwi siyang lasing...

Magkukulong sa kwarto habang umiiyak... :(

…

Matapos ang limang buwan...

…

“Nag-aaral ako ngayon para saking sarili. (Malapit na akong magtapos. Sana proud ka sakin.)

Tsaka na lang ulit ako magmamahal...”

(UMAASA PA RING BABALIKAN SIYA NG TAONG MINAHAL NIYA NG BUONG PUSO)

:(

THE END...

Goal In Life

Every individual have their own ambition in life, everybody wants to be succesful person in their chosen careers. Some people wants to be a famous person today, while some wants to be rich. There are some people who dreams to become succesful in their fields, and I am one of those people who dreams.

We have a lot of ambition during childhood days but changes when we realize what we really wanted in life.

Now, as days have passed by I realized that achieving these goals in life is not that easy, because there are a lot of trials to face, and obstacles to defeat in order to achive those goals.

It is a human nature to have obstacles before reaching those goals of ours. We have to suffer first and upon every experience we gather, we are unconsciuosly indoctrinating ourselves. And then we also meet the reality that if we really wanted some development in life we have to take the risk first.

In every steps we take, in every decision we make in any aspect of life we are also unconsciuosly making our own path; by choosing what we really wanted.

Whenever I see a family I felt so motivated to finish my studies. I could tell myself that all it takes for a good future are those things that we have to finish first, so our future would look bright.

The goal I ever wanted to achieve was to finish my studies so I could raise my own family.

I became so futuristic whenever I think of those days that I was with the only girl in my life. Time could change everything but I still have to believe that she's the girl for me. All I ever wanted was to end up happy with her. She's all that matters to me, excluding My Family And God.

Analiza Malano, for all the people who don't know her. She's the embodiment of love here in my heart.

Melancholia (Unreleased)

Melancholia

By: Michael Vincent Cabaddu

(Unsigned/Unreleased)

G-Gsus-Em/G-C9

G-F

I'm still awake, it's already late in the evening

I'm out of my mind taking a heavy dose of breathing.

Thinking about the days we've been together,

And all of those memories we shared to each other.

You know how much I appreciate you,

You know how much I care for you,

You know how much I needed you.

I LOVE YOU

I've been through all of these aches before,

But its different from what you have done to me.

And so I thought of dying,

But I keep on fighting this kind of feeling.

You know how much I appreciate you,

You know how much I care for you,

You know how much I needed you.

I LOVE YOU

So I decided not to crave for more,

But you're always here in my mind

(I can't get you out of my mind)

I am going to wait for you

(even if there's someone else inside of you)

You know I'm always here waiting for you,

So please would you say you love me too?

…

..

.

Birthday Jean Marie Tallod

Treasure were those time I was with you,

Yet, the only time I knew you.

Short but I have known a lot from your stories,

We then consider those as memories.

Everything were not just a dream,

Cause they were brighter than my life's dark days.

You were my life, my world revolved around yours.

And so I complied when you command.

Now I'm looking back to those days we were together,

I just can't get rid of those times I felt that way.

Talking were just enough for me,

Cause I know that you won't be able to like me,

But would you bear this into your mind, please?

No matter what happen “I will always be your friend”.

These words are promise Miss Jean Marie Gonzalvo Tallod

or whatever you want people to call you.

Happy Birthday...

Be happy and stay the same, that's all I ask of you.

Miss Jean Marie Tallod

I remember those days we were together,

It was like the sun shines brighter.

All we know was to freshen up our minds,

And forget about those memories we considered unkind.

For the short time I was with you,

I felt like it was a year hanging out with you.

To be with you everyday is so imposible,

but if I wont do it, my life will become miserable.

The way you treat me?

I never felt that way before.

You were so good to me,

And I am hoping for more.

So I started to like you,

And at night I really think about you.

I forgot about our limit,

And I couldn't help but to admit it...

I had told you enough about my life,

That I wont be me if I lost you.

I hope we'll end up married soon,

For I was born to meet and take care of you.

You are all that matters to me,

you are my life, my destiny, my everything, and my forever.

Birthday Jean Marie Gonzalvo Tallod

A year have just pass by,
But our shared memories still last,
My faith in you shall continue,
As we grow old I would be still here for you.


Years might give us changes,
But can we promise that it would just be our ages?
It's always possible to keep this friendship,
All we have to do is to remain in this kind of relationship...


A year older you are now,
You'll still be beautiful then,
Bless that beautiful heart,
And all the things you possess.

Life and Love

Life is just a matter of appreciation,
sum total of massive satisfaction.


Do not make simple things to be complicated,
and do dare to ask when you are hesitated.


You do not have to do things you don't really want to,
for you'll realize someday that it wasn't your passion to.


Appreciate life itself,
love others as well as yourself.